Haven`t been updating for long. Hais.. Dont know how to describe the way me and marcus are now. Shan`t be bothered about him not wanting to meet me anymore. If he doesnt wanna meet me, there`s no point forcing him or scolding him cos in the end, if we meet, he`ll give me one bao qing tian face. Hais.. shall not say wad happened btwn us bcos its a long story but we just quarrelled ytd. The words he said left a very big scar on my heart. My heart hurts.. Hais.. thou i may put up a strong front to him and my friends, deep down, it still hurts.. No one can make me feel better except him. Hais.. Shall leave everything to fate.. 'yi qie sui yuan'.. What`s meant to be mine will be and what`s not will eventually go away. I pray deep down he would be meant to be mine.

Prelims are coming soon, and n level would soon approach. Im so afraid but yet i still cant get enough of FUN. I think i totally screwed up my n level oral =S.. Hais. SUAN LE!! I guess i better pull up my socks for now and study hard.=)

Alrights, i just hope that everything between us would be fine. I miss him lots, i really do.. Hais....

当全世界不理我 , 只有你不可以不理我.. =(